I won’t allow you to tear me down, 
Never again will I forget my crown.
You chose to play my with my heart and mind, 
Now, I am free and I have put you far behind.


Stay man, don’t come back and beg for another try, 
I will laugh until it is you who is the last to cry. 
I broke through all the pain and rose beyond the call, 
I choose to never again allow you to let me fall. 


Your not even worth another tear of mine,
I proved I don’t need you, not one silver dime.
My worth was clouded by your choice to tear me apart.
Today, you have no place within my heart.


Walk away and live with the choices you made,
My heart will never be cut again by your silver blade. 
Judgements and rejections are all I knew,
During this selfish dance I spent time with you.

​By, Crystal Amon
Copyrighted 2020

The first night I met you, I was terrified and suddenly I knew, 
Safety and peace I found that moment with you, 
Holding me tight every night is what made me fall,
However, I knew you wasn’t mine but you continued to call. 

Knowing you continued to return despite your pain and all, 
Climbing the mountain, I lost my balance fans began to fall.
Choosingto stay and love me each night despite the pain.
Nothing for you to care about or want to gain. 

The past trauma was beginning to peel back every night,
Every reason to say goodbye because of my terrors and fright. 
Loving me in such a gentle yet respectful sweet way,
Until your past affects your mind and I can’t have a say. 

Listen to heart cause you know me as I am with you, 
Stop accusing me of stuff cause you know it is not true. 
I feel beautiful because of the way you say I am every day. 
You are my life, your my soul and I say this with truth today. 

Each night that you hold me all night long.
Even though you were rebuilding yourself after losing your trust and all,
Yet, you took me as your Queen and tore down my walls.

Honestly, I was terrified to love you or myself after my past mistake,
However, each night, you were the risk I wanted so much to take.
My fascination with the way you make me feel each night, 
Actually allowed me to feel that trusting you is completely and everyday right.

These walls are now gone because you made safe as my King,
Today, I know I will one-day wear a beautiful weddingring.6AsI will never cheat or lie.

Trusting you is hard, but you proven you will answer my call,
Don't let me go my love as I have taken a scary fall. 
I really never knew what love was, yet I lam happy at what I feel, 
Therefore, my personal vows will always be real.

Today, my body, my heart, my trust, and all I will share,
Belongs to only my King because of how much he cares.
I'm entangled with in every way due to to way I feel safe with you,
Also, I vow to lovingly take care of you in every way you need me too.

I can promise to always give you the same respect you give me,
Thank you for helping me find a way to set myself free.
My life is completely happy because of the night we met,
Don't let go of me, while I enjoy all your nightly attention that I get.
By, Crystal Amon
Copyright 2020

Constant mental bullshit and anger is not fair, 
I am drowning from lack of respect and care. 
“I am the problem” when you decide to call, 
Don’t bother asking me to talk to a raging wall. 

I stay away from two-faced kin who walk away,
It’s not my place to kiss your ass to make you stay.
My life ain’t perfect but it is not a complete mess,
Because I set goals and made made my own progress. 

I am tired of the venom and guilt in your head, 
Deal with your own issues or consider me dead.
The only time I matter is when I can give you more, 
This time I draw a line and reach for more. 

If I am so selfish and all of you can kick some rocks, 
I do not plan on giving a shit about an empty clock. 
Nothing matters unless it is beneficial to you,
Where were anyone of you as I said goodbye to two?

Judge me and sing your song of despair,
Truth is...I don’t give a shit nor do I care.
You tell me all the ways I am wrong every time I say no, 
Well, that fine I don’t need a Walkaway Joe.

I know my life has not been perfect but I didn’t run to you,
I got up off my ass and saw my goals and dreams come true. 
Not one of you gave a damn about anything but you, 
Look me in the eye and tell me all I say isn’t true. 

I don’t see any of you doing a damn thing right, 
Yet, I don’t judge but I won’t stick around to fight. 
What did you do far me that I owe you so much, 
Nothing...you only want me when you need a crutch. 

So, this problem is walking away with my head up high,
Anger does change a person's heart so I just sigh. 
Love doesn’t exist for me will people who can’t be true, 
Enjoy each other because you each have no clue. 

Love is more than a word you type on a good day,
I rather be alone than mentally abused and betrayed.

By, Crystal Amon
Copyrighted 2022