Accepting The Truth

Constant mental bullshit and anger is not fair, 
I am drowning from lack of respect and care. 
“I am the problem” when you decide to call, 
Don’t bother asking me to talk to a raging wall. 

I stay away from two-faced kin who walk away,
It’s not my place to kiss your ass to make you stay.
My life ain’t perfect but it is not a complete mess,
Because I set goals and made made my own progress. 

I am tired of the venom and guilt in your head, 
Deal with your own issues or consider me dead.
The only time I matter is when I can give you more, 
This time I draw a line and reach for more. 

If I am so selfish and all of you can kick some rocks, 
I do not plan on giving a shit about an empty clock. 
Nothing matters unless it is beneficial to you,
Where were anyone of you as I said goodbye to two?

Judge me and sing your song of despair,
Truth is...I don’t give a shit nor do I care.
You tell me all the ways I am wrong every time I say no, 
Well, that fine I don’t need a Walkaway Joe.

I know my life has not been perfect but I didn’t run to you,
I got up off my ass and saw my goals and dreams come true. 
Not one of you gave a damn about anything but you, 
Look me in the eye and tell me all I say isn’t true. 

I don’t see any of you doing a damn thing right, 
Yet, I don’t judge but I won’t stick around to fight. 
What did you do far me that I owe you so much, 
Nothing...you only want me when you need a crutch. 

So, this problem is walking away with my head up high,
Anger does change a person's heart so I just sigh. 
Love doesn’t exist for me will people who can’t be true, 
Enjoy each other because you each have no clue. 

Love is more than a word you type on a good day,
I rather be alone than mentally abused and betrayed.

By, Crystal Amon
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